Feeling victimish today

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Feeling victimish today..

what a strong weak feeling

is taking over my whole body and mind!

I want to faint and forget it all..

What is all? All!!!

 

Feeling victimish today..

I know the degrading sensation.

where hate and revenge and anger and sadness

are birthed from.

 

Feeling victimish today.. 

escape does not help.

I could go down on my knees

to become a crouching worm 

but I don’t.

 

Feeling victimish today..

the truth is somewhere else.

I am taking on that impoverished role..

to cry over poor old ME.

 

Quelle bêtise!

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This late Sunday Morning

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This late Sunday Morning the sun is standing high, 

My body is heated and almost uncomfortably expanding under the powerful light.

From time to time clouds are bringing cool relief..

I let the sun be part of my revealing process

“Come and melt away the ice crystals locked in my cells since the beginning of time !”

 

There is no going back anymore –

the melting process has begun 

and I don’t know how long it will take and if it will ever be finished.

Probably not. I don’t care.

Every one new liberated cell is a new breath of life.